Wednesday, December 30, 2009

P2 R2 D15 - VLCD9

Weight: 167.8
Release/Gain: -2.2

Yesterday was a really good day. I was busy cleaning clutter and therefore did not have much to eat. It helped widen the gap between cravings and getting back on protocol. Today I'm having an apple day. The one I said I was going to have yesterday :D

P2 R2 D14 - VLCD8

Weight: 170.0
Release/Gain: 0.0

Getting it together :)

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

P2 R2 D10-13 - VLCD4-7

Weight: 170.0
Release/Gain: +3.0

Spoke too soon...

I have not been able to get and stay on track to save my life! I've considered restarting things with an apple day or something. I have no idea how to get on track. *sigh*

Thursday, December 24, 2009

P2 R2 D9 - VLCD3

Weight: 167.0
Release/Gain: -4.4

FINALLY!!! Headed in the right direction!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

P2 R2 D8 - VLCD2

Weight: 171.4
Release/Gain: -0.6

Messed up last night but alas I continue...

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

P2 R2 D7 - VLCD1

Weight: 172.0
Release/Gain: +0.2

I think I finally got it together enough to start VLCD 1 :) I've had my first dose for the day and am sitting with my second cup of tea (the first cup I let the carpet drink *doh*) and an apple.

I'm ready to start letting go of some of the weight I gained during my 6 days of loading. It will be interesting to see how long it takes me to get back to my previous round LDW. I'm a little annoyed with myself for not being able to stop myself from all the eating I've been doing but whatever...

I was so concerned about the snow trip I didn't take into account TOM. Proper planning prevents poor performance. I think next round I will try to plan loading around the TOM munchies :)

What I had to eat:
apple
grissini
chicken breast
onion
hot sauce
grissini
wine


Monday, December 21, 2009

P2 R2 D6 - Loading

Weight: 171.8
Release/Gain: 0.0

This day went from VLCD 1 back to loading in 5 minutes flat. The TOM food craving monster dragged me back to loading. Tomorrow I'll be stronger :)

Sunday, December 20, 2009

P2 R2 D5 - Loading

Weight: 171.8
Release/Gain: +3.4

Regimen:
hhcg 15-20 drops 3x day
PPH
Metabolic 1
B Liquescence

A +7 pound gain from LDW, yuck! 171.8 which means to get to my goal I have to lose 26.8 pounds in 27 days. Not impossible but that sure does put a lot of pressure on the situation...

I would be thrilled to be in the 140s by the end of this round, especially if I can get to 145 :D

Extended my loading one more day :D Ever heard of a 7 day loading round hehehe

Saturday, December 19, 2009

P2 R2 D4 - Loading

Weight: 168.4
Release/Gain: -0.8

Today is my last day of loading, no hhcg, tomorrow I start vlcd 1 and tomorrow will be my recorded weight after loading.

I still need to shop for food and supplies. That's probably not going to happen till tomorrow but I think I'll pick up a few apples so I know I'll have breakfast. I'm also going to start my doses tonight so I won't be hungry tomorrow.

So it begins again... Ding, Ding, Round 2.

P2 R2 D3 - Loading

Weight: 169.2
Release/Gain: +1.4

Loading more, no hhcg. I managed to eat some items from my wish list but I am still not feeling food right now. I'm stuffed and bloated. Yuck!

P2 R2 D2 - Loading

Weight: ???
Release/Gain: ???

For got to weigh in today. Had way to much fun last night celebrating the last of my finals.

Another day of loading no hhcg, I'm too tired to want to eat. I am going to make this round a 4 day loading round.

P2 R2 D1 - Loading

Weight: 167.8
Release/Gain: +2.8
(12-16-09)

I had some Ben and Jerry's Karmel Sutra to help me get in the proper mind frame, Tuesday night, for all that school work :) I'm not sure what else I ate since I am typing this 4 days later now that my brain has returned to semi-abnormal; my almost original state of mind.

Loaded with hhcg. My last final is today and I'm so stressed it is tough to even be interested in eating.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Daily Round 1 P3 Stats

R1 P3 Stats
Phase High - +2.2 (167.0)
Phase Low - -1.8 (163.0)

One official steak day,

one unofficial protein day,
and one mostly protein day for P3 this round.

Day 21 - 165.0 (+0.2)
Day 20 - 167.0 (+2.2)
Day 19 - 164.0 (-0.8)
Day 18 - 166.0 (+1.2)
Day 17 - 166.2 (+1.4)
Day 16 - 165.2 (+0.4)
Day 15 - 166.6 (+1.8)
Day 14 - 165.2 (+0.4)
Day 13 - 166.4 (+1.6)
Day 12 - 163.4 (-1.4)
Day 11 - 165.6 (+0.8)
Day 10 - 165.6 (+0.8) TOM
Day 9 - 164.6 (-0.2) TOM
Day 8 - 165.4 (+0.6) TOM
Day 7 - 164.6 (-0.2) TOM
Day 6 - 164.8 (0.0) TOM
Day 5 - 164.0 (-0.8) TOM
Day 4 - 164.8 (0.0) TOM Starting
Day 3 - 166.0 (+1.2)
Day 2 - 163.0 (-1.8)
Day 1 - 163.2 (-1.6)
LDW - 164.8

P3 R1 D21

+0.2 Above LDW - 165.0

I successfully completed the steak night. My only slip up is I chased down the steak with some rum, 151, and redbull - you drop the shot of rum and 151 into the redbull!!! OMGoodness Yum, I had two of those.

I've drank it with no adverse affects in P3 but I don't remember Dr. Simeon's saying to drink any thing other than tea, coffee, or water so I was like *doh* once I remembered the redbull has some carbs. I'm glad it didn't affect the scale too much, but I somehow think I probably would have been lighter on the scale if I had left those out. Oh well, I had fun!

The little people and I found a nearby sports bar to have my steak and we watched Monday Night Football (MNF). I had been in this sports bar once before when it was shamefully dead; it's right down the street and around the corner from where I live.

I haven't watched MNF in forever, and I don't sit down on Sundays and watched football with my youngsters. T.V. is just so not a priority in our house; we barely have basic cable.
Anyway, we watched MNF at the sports bar, which was seriously wonderful because of the energy and I taught my son and daughter (mostly my son) a little about football. It reminded me of my dad; he's the one that taught me about football when I was 11.

So there we are, my daughter with her peanut butter and jelly plus fries, my son with his juicy hamburger and fries, and me with my rib eye steak (it was SO good!) and apple slices, let's not forget my two tastey drinks ;) .We had a great time!!!

The sports bar raffles an item at the end of every quarter. We didn't win anything but again we had so much fun. I'm considering making it a thing we do Monday's, something masculine for my son, he is of course outnumbered in our household; 2 females to 1 male, poor guy.
I haven't made up my mind about that that's what I'm going to do, but it sure does sound like a good idea :)

Tonight I have homework, tomorrow I have my last final and start loading. I'm thinking of starting loading tonight :D Hey, I did 21 days already, no one mentioned nights :p

P3 R1 D20

+2.2 Above LDW - 167.0

Okay so today is a steak day. I almost got out of this round without an official one but okay whatever. I personally think it was the 3am food; pork skins and cheese, and water in my belly, but that's just me.

Since the scale is our guide, but not our master , I will comply and eat steak and an apple later tonight after my final.

I have been very uninterested in food anyway lately... More and more I'm looking forward to P2. Somehow this only makes me understand just how dysfunctional my relationship is right now with food *sigh* I'm a work in progress...

Sunday, December 13, 2009

P3 R1 D19

-0.8 Below LDW - 164.0

2 more days before I start round 2 and loading again. It's kinda of scary thinking about the prospects of another round. I can tell I'm not as motivated about this round as I was the first round. Most likely it's because of all the other stuff going on in my life; it's difficult to focus on anything other than making it through finals and stuff.

This round I am going to eat melba and/or grissini and I plan on having shiratake noodle (miracle noodles) if I find that I am having hunger issues again.

My goal for this round is 145, which has been adjusted due to the round being 30 days instead of 40 as I originally planned. If I could get all the way to goal this round that would be SO wonderful! But if I don't that's cool too! 25lbs is what I would need to hit my ultimate goal, 20lbs is what I'm hoping to lose at a minimum. It would end up being a 30 lb loss or more depending on what I gain during loading which is why I think 145 is more doable.

I ordered some silicea 30c to have during round 2. It was highly recomended by another hcg-er for helping with regularity issue as BMs are concerned. I like the sound of that because constipation drives me nuts.

I've got the blues right now so I really didn't eat much yesterday.

Need your prayers on my finals and getting all these darn reports complete, please.

What I had to eat today:
2 banana laffy taffy's
apple

Saturday, December 12, 2009

P3 R1 D18

+1.2 Above LDW - 166.0

Not much to say today. Another P3 day in the neighborhood... School work and reports are on the to do list for today.

What I had:
wine

Some days are dysfunctional and we know it, I'm dealing with more than you know right now, enough said. Moving right along!

Friday, December 11, 2009

P3 R1 D17

+1.4 Above LDW - 166.2

My body thinks it's in P4, cool, but I'm not going to take that for granted. Back to P3 foods for a few days.

I've decided to go right back into P2. Finals will be over and I won't be so food challenged next week. I have a snow trip in January and I don't want to be in P2 when I go.

What I ate today:
almonds
eggs
bacon

Thursday, December 10, 2009

P3 R1 D16

+0.4 Above LDW - 165.2

P3 has been rough on me with all the stress. It's strange because my body is mostly responding like I'm in P4 already.

I didn't have the mental strength to do a steak day yesterday. I just ate super light and this morning I was at 165.2. I even drank last night, 2 long islands hold the tequila and gin. Weird huh.

I don't want to push it but I really think my body is in P4 mode. I'm so freakin hard headed gotta keep testing the waters. Things are just super emotional right now it's tough not to cheat on P3.

I think working through the emotional eating is going to be what makes me or breaks me in regaining the weight. I have to find an alternative to eating!

And later that day back at the bat cave....
My insanity of eating continues! today started out aight and then the holiday potluck came to town and it went further downhill from there.

What I ate today:
denver bowl from Jack in the Box (ate some of the hash brown in the bowl but took most of it out)
ham
1 shrimp with shrimp cocktail
1 stuffed wanton with soy sauce
two fork-fuls of chinese noodles
1 fork-ful of cajun rice
cabbage salad with almonds (oh so darn good)
1 brownie (yes I said brownie *doh*)
a taste of spinach dip
a taste of guacamole
4 yes to cookies dipped in whip cream

That's all I can remember. I actually didn't even eat everything on my plate... Somebody might have had a not so happy tummy because of the drinking last night, but you didn't hear that from me.

My brain is off the hook right now with wanting to eat stuff. Seriously, I feel like a dope fiend for junk food right now. It's just a matter of time before I have this all back under control. Get through finals and month end stuff and close this chapter...

Emotional eating is not the same as craving. My stress and anxiety is up and I want to numb it with comfort foods (foods I like which usually have lots of sugar in them). Time to read the chapter in The Anderson Method again about fixing what's wrong in real life so I can stop trying to fix it with food!

Anybody curious about what the scale is going to say beside me?

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

P3 R1 D15

+1.8 Above LDW - 166.66

Last night I gave into the cereal monster. My school work was more than I could bare emotionally. For punishment and just on GP (general purpose) I'm going to do a steak day.

I'm glad my weight didn't go above LDW :0)

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

P3 R1 D14

+0.4 Above LDW - 165.2

One and a half more weeks of school...

I'm pleased that I've been able to stabilize. I received my supplies for round 2 yesterday. I'm debating starting round 2 prior to the end of this year; beginning of next year. I'm going to see how I feel as Christmas gets closer. My body could use a serious P4 workout program, so I don't want to miss out on that but I also don't want to give myself the opportunity to indulge in too many addictive foods either! We'll see...

What I ate:
almonds
chocolate 1/4th package
water
denver bowl from Jack In the Box
cereal

Monday, December 7, 2009

P3 R1 D13

+1.6 Above LDW - 166.4

Don't think I'll be pushing the envelope like that again. Today my focus is to get back closer to LDW. There is no more egg nog in the house, I've gotten past my cereal crisis (I think), and I know if I want chocolate I can have some without worrying about gaining.

Right now I need to also focus on completing all my assignments for school and getting through this semester without getting booted. Please say a prayer for me, thank you.

What I plan to eat today:
apple
yamate chocolate (sugar-free) Yeh right, it tastes too good!
almonds
chicken
veggie medley
braggs amino

Sunday, December 6, 2009

P3 R1 D12

-1.4 Below LDW - 163.4

Don't ask me why all I had to eat yesterday was an apple. About 3 am this morning it was a different story... Forgive me hcg-ers for I have sinned. It has been a little while since my last confession... On my way home last night from dancing and drinking I ate a taco from Jack in the Box and it was soooo good. I was way too hungry to stop myself from eating it. :D And I had 2 bites of potatoes at breakfast and some egg nog tonight... YIKES! Okay, okay, no more messing up!

I think the no food thing yesterday made up for the carbs I had early this morning; they kind of evened each other out. I hope I am as lucky on the scale tomorrow.

What I ate today:
black bean chili omelette
guacamole
sour cream
cheese
chorizo
strawberries
mint tea
calistoga water
turkey bacon
egg nog
potatoes
beef brisket
ranch
wine

Saturday, December 5, 2009

P3 R1 D11

+0.8 Above LDW - 165.6

Ten day count down for my date with a box of cereal. I will be right in the middle of my last two finals and I don't care if I end up having to do a correction day because of it. All I know is I want some cereal big time!

My menu was very poor yesterday, but it is what it is right now. I'm happy to be still under LDW.

What I had to eat:
apple

Friday, December 4, 2009

P3 R1 D10

+0.8 Above LDW - 165.6

I wouldn't believe it if I didn't see it with my own eyes. That much food and calories and only a +0.6 gain. Well I suppose I'm happy I didn't cheat yesterday and opted for all that "legal" food. This is amazing!

I'm glad the sugar-free chocolate didn't cause gain because it is helping to curb the sugar-munchie monster inside me right now. I had the chocolate with the almonds, OMGoodnes!!!! Both the chocolate and the almonds came from Whole Foods.

Here are the ingredients of the chocolate:
Chocolate liquor, maltitol, cocoa butter, milk fat, inulin, whey protein isolate, calcium caseinate, soya lecithin, vanilla.
"The bar says 2g net digestive carbs. Not a low calorie food. Extremely low cholesterol."

Yesterday my calories accounted for me eating the whole chocolate bar but I only ate half, therefore I need to back down my numbers by 200 calories. My calories for yesterday should be 2726 Calories.

This morning I ate 2/3 of the remaining bar and I'll have the rest later :) I'm pretty darn happy with what I have been able to eat. I've been wanting to add DHA (cod liver/fish oil) to my daily regimen and due to a sale at Whole Foods I purchased some liquid DHA yesterday. I would have definitely preferred the pill form but it has strawberry flavor to it so it's not so bad. I also bought some 3.6.9 Omega pills for the kids.

This journey has been very positive in getting my family to eat healthier. We still eat junk from time to time but we eat it a lot less than before. Buying food from Whole Foods can be really tough on the budget, however someone pointed out something very interesting to me: I can pay for the healthier foods now or I can pay for the healthcare due to negative effects of the chemical laden foods later. Welp, seemed like a no brainer to me!

What I had to eat:
almonds
chocolate
apple
2 cookies
crystal light
wine

The Yes To Cookies cookies arrived yesterday. The little people and I did a taste test and they were aight... I'm thinking the cookies would make a great crust for the little cream cheese muffins or something. I think having the chocolate might have ruined the cookie experience because the chocolate it soooo good with no after taste or funny taste or anything.

I am going to try the cookies again later and then give you my honest review of the cookies.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

P3 R1 D9

-0.2 Below LDW - 164.6

I am under a lot of stress with school, work, and home life and have wanted to eat every cereal, cake, cookie, pie, and candy but haven't... It still sucks to have to process the feelings though. Having the feeling and not indulging in my old behavior thus far has made me feel good about the journey I'm currently on but I know I'm not totally out of the woods. It's a thin line between being fine and saying "f*ck it! My saving grace lately has been me telling myself in 2 weeks I am going to be able to have some of the above mentioned items and that has kept me in check.

I think if I was on any other plan I probably would not have been able to reason with myself that way because there usually is no upcoming break in the plan because it takes so long to lose the weight and go through all the steps. I'm really pleased with this program. That's an understatement, I totally freakin love this plan and am so glad I was introduced to it!

I'm planning to pick up some coconut oil, unsweetened coconut, and almonds so I can make coco balls; I already have the unsweetened cocoa. My thinking is at least if I do eat something out of emotions it won't be something as bad as cereal and the rest of it. Really the goal is to not eat out of emotions whether it's allowable foods or not, but like I said I rather have something around I'm allowed to eat instead of trying to be strong and not being prepared. I do have 2 more weeks of school. Let's cross our fingers and pray I don't have a cereal repentance post...

Hmmm, I just thought of something... my Yes to cookies should be here soon too :) Yippee! If those cookies get here in the next week I just might be okay through the rest of this phase.

What I had to eat SO FAR:
6 oz turkey
1/2 cup cheese
2.5 cups cabbage
32 oz lemon crystal light with lemon drop stevia
2 Russell Stovers Pecan Delights (1 package)
.55 lb beef brisket
1 cup almonds with braggs amino
1/2 cup mixed veggies -
-egg plant
-squash
-onion
yamate chocolateir sugar-free milk chocolate bar (tastes sinful, we'll see tomorrow)
2726 Calories

I have had a ridiculous amount of calories today. I kind of feel like I ate so much trying to keep from eating junk food. Maybe I should have just had the junk food because both result in the same thing.... a correction day. I MIGHT get by with not going over 2 lbs LDW but I know if I ate cereal or the likes it will be a definite. So I guess I was trying to go with the lesser of two evils. That's my story and I' sticking to it!!!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

P3 R1 D8

+0.6 Above LDW - 165.4

I'm glad the scale wasn't too mad at me for the teriyaki :)

What I ate today:
turkey
cheddar cheese
greens
apple
almonds
1,458 calories


I didn't eat until 3pm today, I was soooo hungry. It was a long day to say the least. Aside from the almonds and apple I just had at almost 10pm I don't think I really gave the scale a reason to be pissed off tomorrow... i hope.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

P3 R1 D7

-0.2 Below LDW - 164.6

Yesterday I ate lots of stuff with butter in it, and today still under LDW. That is fantastic. Today I have a luncheon to attend and I'm hoping they have lots of foods I can eat.

The adventures in food and LDW continue.

Darn luncheon! I ended up having teriyaki chicken and realizing, duh there's sugar in teriyaki! Guess I'll have to see what the scale has to say.

What I ate today:
1 eggs
1 bacon
almonds
diet snapple raspberry tea
salad with tomatoes, bell pepper, and other stuff (removed the carrots)
teriyaki chicken

I have an apple here with me at work waiting for me to chomp on it and I'm not sure what's for dinner but I'll try to make it calorie ladened.

Today's menu continued:
apple
cabbage
turkey drumstick
cabbage :)

Standing by the mailbox waiting for my cookies... I know it's only been a day of so but I can dream can't I :D

Monday, November 30, 2009

P3 R1 D6

-0.0 At LDW - 164.8

That is freakin magic I swear!

Here's what I ate yesterday...
Breakfast:
2 turkey bacon
3 egg
colby jack cheese
cheddar cheese
queso fresco
strawberries
sour cream
guacamole
Breakfast Total 775 Calories

Lunch/Dinner:
2 pizza tops
salad with...
-eggs
-bacon
-cheddar
-colby cheese
-parmesean cheese
-cottage cheese
-ceasar dressing
-ranch dressing
Dinner Total 575 Calories

My fitday said 1350 for the day. DANG Gina!!! I kinda think it could have been more calories but I can't be sure. My measurements weren't exact.

Today's Menu:
2 eggs
salsa
2 bacon
cheddar cheese
cabbage
turkey cooked with butter
baked apples

I promise to keep my calories up. I definitely don't want to stabilize at 1000 calories! I want to see what happens if I eat 2300 calories all very low/no carbs :) I wonder if I would still remain the same weight. Sounds like a science expirement to me.

Today I've been searching the internet for sugar and strach free desserts and stubled upon these little gems:

Yes To Cookies


http://yestocookies.com/

I ordered 3 boxes and got free shipping and handling by going through the website below:
http://livinlavidalowcarb.com/blog/?p=6234

When I get them I'll tell you how they taste! You don't understand how excited I am to find a dessert I don't have to cook that is sugar and starch free!!!

I'm headed to eat lunch and plot on dinner. I was thinking maybe a cheeseburger from In and Out Burgers with no bun and grilled onions, Yum. That should help me get my calories up...

Sunday, November 29, 2009

P3 R1 D5

-0.8 Below LDW - 164.0

I had some diet soda and I didn't have any gain so I'm going to take it it's okay to drink diet soda on P3. TOM is starting :( and has brought cravings and the emotional blahs with it. With less than one day left before I have to return to work I'm just not feeling that! 16 more days till P4.

Don't cheat on P3, Don't cheat on P3, don't cheat on P3, don't cheat on P3...

I found a cool website while trying to distract myself from the cake and pie in my kitchen:
http://www.hcgloss.com/diet-steps/phase-3-stablizing.html

I've been surfing the net looking for motivation to NOT CHEAT. I think I found some... I'm headed to eat breakfast.

TOM is being weird... spotted last night, cramping today but it's not here all the way. Whatever

Saturday, November 28, 2009

P3 R1 D4

0.0 At LDW 164.8

Yesterday I didn't eat all day and then while waiting for my steak to cook I accidently fell asleep and burned it :( I was in no position to go get another one and a bit baffled as to what to do. I ended up eating some turkey and having my apple and I called it a day. I am so happy it worked!


Friday, November 27, 2009

P3 R1 D3

+1.2 Above LDW - 166

Today is a steak day for two reasons; first because of my tasting fiasco yesterday and also because I was at 163 for 2 days and I am up 3 pounds from that point and that is more than a 2 lb move in one day.

What I plan to eat:
tea
steak
apple

Thursday, November 26, 2009

P3 R1 D2

-1.8 Under LDW - 163.0

Didn't think I'd be under LDW, but looky there...

What I plan to eat:
eggs and chorizo left over from yesterday
turkey
cabbage
cabbage
cabbage :)
ham
mac and cheese
dressing
sweet potato pie

It was virtually impossible to cook and not taste the food. I know that seems like a rationale or excuse but there is no way I can cook and make food taste good if I don't know what it taste like. Let me say I did not eat a bowl or plate of anything except turkey and cabbage but I did taste the other stuff.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

P3 R1 D1

-1.6 Under LDW - 163.2

My belief is when I eat eggs today my weight will increase, but I'm not mad at 2 days of seeing my goal weight! I'm going to wait till later to have eggs and my first P3 meal just to give the hhcg a chance to really be out my system.

What I plan to eat:
apple
eggs
eggs
bacon
eggs
broccoli
eggs
eggs with cheese
eggs


Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Daily Round 1 P2 Stats

My goal for this round was 163.8, which is the allowed 34 pounds for 1 Round.

Although it was not my LDW I did achieve 163.4 this morning, which made me super happy!

Starting Weight - 197.8 09-30-09
Day 1- 0.0 Load Day
Day 2- +1.6 Load Day (199.4)
Day 3- -.2 (199.2)
Day 4- -2.4 (196.8)
Day 5- -1.4 (195.4)
Day 6- -2.4 (193.0)
Day 7- 0.0 (193.0)
Week 1 Total - -6.4
Day 8- -2.0 (191.0)
Day 9- -0.6 (190.4)
Day 10- -0.6 (189.8)
Day 11- -1.0 (188.8)
Day 12 - -0.8 (188.0) TOM
Day 13- -1.0 (187.0) TOM
Day 14- -0.2 (186.8) TOM
Week 2 Total - -6.2
Day 15- -1.2 (185.6) TOM
Day 16- -0.6 (185.0) TOM
Day 17- -1.2* (183.8) TOM
Day 18- -1.0 (182.8)
Day 19- -1.6 (181.2)
Day 20- +0.2 (181.4)
Day 21- -0.6 (180.8)
Week 3 Total - -6.0
Day 22- +0.4 (181.2)
Day 23- -1.0 (180.2)
Day 24- -0.0 (180.2)
Day 25- -0.0 (180.2)
Day 26- +1.0 (181.2)
Day 27- -1.0 (180.2)
Day 28- -1.6 (178.6)
Week 4 Total - -2.2
Day 29- +0.4 (179.0)
Day 30- -1.2 (177.8)
Day 31- -0.4 (177.4)
Day 32- -1.0 (176.4)
Day 33- -0.4 (176.0)
Day 34- -0.6 (175.4)
Day 35- -0.6 (174.8)
Week 5 Total - -3.8
Day 36- -0.6 (174.2)
Day 37- -0.0 (174.2) TOM
Day 38- -1.2 (173.0) TOM
Day 39- -0.2 (172.8) TOM
Day 40- -0.2 (172.6) TOM
Day 41- +0.4 (173.0) TOM
Day 42- -1.2 (171.8) TOM
Week 6 Total - -3.0
Day 43- +0.4 (172.2)
Day 44- -0.8 (171.4)
Day 45- -0.4 (171.0)
Day 46- -1.8 (169.2)
Day 47- +0.8 (170.0)
Day 48- -1.4 (168.6)
Day 49- +0.6 (169.2)
Week 7 Total - -2.6
Day 50- -1.4 (167.8)
Day 51- -0.4 (167.4)
Day 52- -0.4 (167.0)
Day 53- -2.0 (165.0)
Day 54- +0.4 (165.4)
Day 55- -0.6 (164.8) No hhcg LDW
Day 56- -1.4 (163.4) No hhcg 11/24/09
Week 8 Total - -5.8
**Round Total - -36.0 from Load Weight/-34.4 from Start weight**

P2 R1 D56 - VLCD54 No hhcg

Morning Report
I slept for 5 hours when I got home yesterday. Woke up at 12am and didn't get back to sleep till 5am, doh! Kinda tired but oh well... I need to get my sleeping schedule back on track. I'm down -1.4 today's without trying at all, go figure. I try hard this whole time and do it on a day when I say whatever. Even though I know I need to stay around my LDW it was cool to see this number. I guess I can say this round I officially saw my goal weight :)


What I plan to eat:
apple
chicken
lettuce
red wine vinegar I needed a change of taste
braggs amino
hot sauce
coffee w/cinnamon, nutmeg, non-fat milk (1 tsp), vanilla stevia


Evening Report
I was kinda of weak today. I know I didn't have enough to eat! Lots of work today and I filled up pretty quick at lunch. I didn't get a chance to have a decent dinner either. Tomorrow will be different; it's my first P3 day!

Monday, November 23, 2009

P2 R1 D55 - VLCD53 No hhcg

Morning Report
The end of the dosing phase and on to P3 in 48 hours+ 12. Wednesday afternoon the kids and I should be enjoying eggs and coffee and for dinner, eggs and veggies with bacon. One person could not be more happy :) LDW 164.8, one pound more than my goal weight. Alrighty then...

What I plan to eat:
tea
apple
chicken
lettuce

Evening Report
I was pooped when I got home and I went right to sleep. I felt like I was getting sick or something.


Sunday, November 22, 2009

P2 R1 D54 - VLCD52

Morning Report
I'm up +0.4 this morning and today is my last day of protocol, YIPEE! I am going to do a full day of protocol and take my LDW tomorrow giving my body one more day to do what it's gonna do.

What I plan to eat:
baked apple
???

Evening Report
Well that's it, my last dose. Tomorrow will be my LDW and my 48 hour holding period before P3! I'm excited.


Saturday, November 21, 2009

P2 R1 D53 - VLCD51

Morning Report
I had a loss last night and am happy since I only have one more day of hhcg before this very long round is over! I would really like to be able to have a BM before this round ends and am tempted to encourage the process. I haven't made up my mind about it but I am leaning in the direction of heck yes...

My daughter and I have a date today so I need to watch it on the eating out situation! Last time I had a date with my son and ate out all day it wasn't good for the home team the next day. I'm not saying I am not going to eat out at all but I think today I will try to be more mindful of what I'm eating.

What I plan to eat:
tea
shrimp
grilled onions
lettuce
1 egg/3 egg whites
braggs amino
apple cider vinegar
tea

Evening Report
My daughter and I had a wonderful day. I ate at a restaurant for breakfast, shrimp and grilled onions. The onions were a bit oily :( Although dinner was from Whole Foods it was lettuce and eggs so no worries there.

I had to suffer through popcorn and donuts on our day together, WAAAAH! I wanted both really bad! I'm happy to report as you can see from my menu I had neither, WAAAAH! :) In P4 I look forward to having both...

Another somewhat successful P2 day, minus the greasy onions.




Friday, November 20, 2009

P2 R1 D52 - VLCD50

Morning Report
I'm not sure if not sleeping last night is the reason for my +0.2 gain but it is what it is today. I'm debating an apple day today. Two more days; 48 hours, to go. UPDATE: After 30 minutes of sleep I'm at 167.0 and I feel a BM coming...

What I plan to eat:
apple

Evening Report
Headed to sleep and crossing my fingers that a stek day and apple day = loss!


Thursday, November 19, 2009

P2 R1 D51 - VLCD49

Morning Report
3 more days, I added one more hhcg day...
Down -0.4 :) I'm trying to stay positive and not make too many mistakes on my plan. I'm considering having a steak day today.

What I plan to eat:
coffee
apple
steak

Evening Report
Loooong, emotional day; family issues. Hoping tomorrow will be better. And hoping my steak day will pay off!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

P2 R1 D50 - VLCD48

Morning Report
3 more days :)

What I plan to eat:
tea
1 egg/3 egg whites
lettuce
piece of a chicken breast
7 tiny shrimp

Evening Report
The little people's afterschool program had a potluck and performance yesterday. All the smells and foods where just torture!

I did end up eating 7 tiny shrimp and a piece of chicken breast. I figure the damage could have been worse so I'm not going to be too hard on myself for mixing proteins.


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

P2 R1 D49 - VLCD47

Morning Report
Very curious, up +0.6 lbs today... another head scratcher. I'll be drinking water today and concentrating on finishing this round. I'm grateful for what I've accomplished thus far and will not fret about not reaching my goal this round.

What I plan to eat:
apple
chicken
spinach w/garlic
coffee w/cinnamon, nutmeg, vanilla creme stevia, non-fat milk


Evening Report
Had some celebratory vodka to appreciate and acknowledge my progress :)


Monday, November 16, 2009

P2 R1 D48 - VLCD46 - Pics

Morning Report
Apple day was successful :) Now I just need to stay on the path, young grasshopper, and I should be able to maintain it. 5 more days remaining.

What I plan to eat:
apple
shrimp
spinach
egg
strawberries

Evening Report
Added and egg and strawberries to my menu because I was hon-grey :)

***As Promised To The Ladies On Low Carb Friends:***

Sunday, November 15, 2009

P2 R1 D47 - VLCD45

Morning Report
Sometimes I hate being right... Up +0.8 this morning. I insist on takin 2 steps forward and one step back right now *sigh* The round is almost over so here's to having an apple day today...

I know, I know end the round right, I can't. I WILL keep my commitment. In the book the Alchemist it talks about being challenged right before reaching our goal. Okay this is more like self sabotage but hey same thing; myself is challenging myself...

Anyway, I am notorious for starting stuff and not finishing it! I have been putting in life work this year to stop that cycle. I definitely made this round long. Trust me when I say I learned my lesson but stopping it 6 days before it's over is like getting 6 steps from the finish line and turning around and going back home.

Yes I will cross this finish line having ran 3/4 ths of a mile real good and limped the last 1/4th, so what. I will just look at myself in the mirror and laugh but feel good that I did it :) Just trying to become a better me.

What I plan to eat:
a little tea/water
apple
apple
apple
apple
apple
apple

Evening Report
My apple day went well, I ate 4 apples. My stomach was not doing to well after 4 so I didn't force it. Hoping for the best for tomorrow. 5 more days :)



Saturday, November 14, 2009

P2 R1 D46 - VLCD44

Morning Report
I've read in one person's blog that she used vodka to help move her along on the scale. I think the reason it works is because it dehydrates you... I could be wrong, just my humble opinion. Anyway I did experience a move on the scale to the tune of -1.8 after my night of celebratory vodka and tea.

Today my son and I are hanging out, my daughter is with my sister. Next weekend it's going to be her and I and he is going with my sister... I think/hope. This will help us have some 1 on 1 time. I'm going to let him dictate our entire day. I'm hoping he doesn't drag us to place with lots of food.

What I plan to eat:
apple
1 egg/3 egg whites
4 slices of tomato
1/2 t-bone steak
grilled onions
hot sauce
4 apple slices

Evening Report
Unfortunately, I got a bit over ambitious today and I might end up in the 170's tomorrow. I ate protocol food but I ate them at restaurants so I think that might work against me. But alas I saw 169.2 today I know my body will adjust and let me return there.



Friday, November 13, 2009

P2 R1 D45 - VLCD43

Morning Report
Another long day. I was up at 3am working on work stuff and still needing to do homework. I'm headed to face my homework and then back to reports before the little people get up.

The scale is reading 171.0 at 4am and will be my recorded weight for the day.

What I plan to eat:
strawberries
shrimp
asparugus

Evening Report
I said I wasn't going to drink anymore wine... I didn't say anything about vodka! Friday 13th is my most favorite, luckiest day and it was a long week, thus the celebratory vodka with tea :) Cheers!


P2 R1 D44 - VLCD42

Morning Report
With an hour of sleep and lots to do and deal with this promises to be a long day. I had a tough night last night emotionally with work reports that weren't working out right. At about 1am I was so frustrated I wanted to eat something bad! I opted instead to do some productive things like balance my check book, pay bills, and buy some shoes I've been eyeballing.

I was happy with myself that I didn't give in to my emotionally eating.

What I had to eat:
apple
shrimp
asparugus

Evening Report
Came home and rested before getting back to reports. I have pending homework that needs my attention also. I forgot to take my last hhcg dose because I fell asleep so I will have to be more on it tomorrow.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

P2 R1 D43 - VLCD41

Morning Report
Up +0.4... this is a head scratcher for me because I didn't have anything other than my protocol foods and drinks. Hmm... the only thing I can figure is that this is nothing a good BM couldn't fix. I'm not fretting or detoured just scratching my head.

If I don't have a movement soon, I might consider the sea salt and water solution. I did have a huge steak so it might need some help getting unstuck... :)

This does kind of make me wanna stop at my original end date. Even if my body isn't I know I am getting tired of this round.

What I plan to eat:
apple
shrimp
spinach
chicken
apple

Evening Report
The day was looooong and I ended up having a baked apple and working very late. It was a tough night but I stayed on protocol :)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

P2 R1 D42 - VLCD40

Morning Report
It seems the more the days go on, the less I have to say. Down -1.2 today and -3 for the week. I'm thinking I'll see the 160's in a couple of days.

I'm re-reading The Anderson Method and making notes as I go along. 11 more days; I extended my round by 4 days in solidarity with a friend, Shari, therefore I will have 4 extra days of weight loss and have my LDW November 22nd. This still gets me into P4 for Christmas, which I love :)

If anyone has a P3 dressing recipe I would LOVE to have it! Thanks!

What I plan to eat:
tea
apple
shrimp
cucumber
strawberries
chicken
cucumber


Evening Report
I have no idea where the information went in my mind for this evening report. Guess it wasn't that important...


Monday, November 9, 2009

P2 R1 D41 - VLCD39

Morning Report
Up +0.4 this morning. With 14oz or ribeye in my body, I kind of expected it. I'm just glad it's not more :)

What I plan to eat:
apple
chicken
lettuce

Evening Report
I got my fitday caught up and had to face the music on my so called steak day. I ate 1500+ calories yesterday! I don't think I was even in the ballpark on doing that right. Not to mention I had asparagus.

The scale was probably like WTF, this morning. Proper planning prevents poor performance. I stank in that department yesterday. I'm not beating myself up I'm just sharing with myself the facts about my little trip to de-nial, not just a river in Egypt, BTW mstamika!

I'm back on it today and the menu is looking good. I think I'll have sprinkles of wine here and there from now on and not have it every night.

Not so much because I think it's having a negative impact but more because I need to get more school work done and less relaxing :) late evening.

2 interesting links I found:
http://lessofmehcg.blogspot.com/2009/11/p2-off-protocol-foods.html#comments
http://lessofmehcg.blogspot.com/2009/08/overview-of-what-we-get-to-eat.html


Sunday, November 8, 2009

P2 R1 D40 - VLCD38

Morning Report
Down -0.2, I supposed the scale wasn't too unhappy about McyD's but it wasn't that excited about it either! Today there will be less eating out, I think... :)

Today I'm wanting other foods. I want something with syrup in it hehehe Oh well nine more days plus 3 weeks :) I can do it. My goal is for very good stabilization in Phase 3 and to indulge a little, okay a lot, in Phase 4. I'm looking forward to it!

What I plan to eat:
apple
shrimp
cucumber
orange

Evening Report
Under 8 lbs and dragging to the finish line. All of a sudden I find myself in sabotage mode. The loss after McyD's was good, I kind of expected it not to be too bad, but I'm not sure I'll be as lucky tomorrow.

I ended up having asparagus with my HUGE (14oz) rib eye steak; I ate out. I can tell I'm getting a little burnt out. I get peeved at myself when I do stuff like this because I know better. I need to keep to my commitment and not start getting flaky with my menu. Phase 3 is right around the corner!

I'm going to regroup tomorrow and see where I am scale wise.

So today my menu was:
baked apple
ribeye steak
asparagus
apple
wine

I'm going to pull it together... On a happier note, I didn't eat any of the chocolate cake or mudd pie my son and daughter had for dessert! OMGoodness it looked fabulous!

Well off to bed to wish my mess up was all a dream...

Saturday, November 7, 2009

P2 R1 D39 - VLCD37

I was out of the house and on the go very early, therefore there was no morning report.

What I had to eat:
1 egg/ 2 egg whites - McyD's
iced coffee - McyD's
1 creamer - McyD's
chicken - McyD's
slice of tomato - McyD's
water - McyD's
wine

We were gone aaaall day because I was getting my hair re-done and running some other errands. I failed to grab some food before leaving and when my hunger hit I was a ways from home.

Being the resourceful person I am I decided to get 3 round eggs from McyD's, the ones they put in the McSandwiches, and I ate one whole one and the whites from the others and had iced coffee with stevia. Lunch was on the run too so I went back and picked up the classic grilled sandwich, no bun, no mayo, no lettuce. No excuses here, it was what it was today. We'll see how the scale feels about that tomorrow.

I've been rationing my hhcg till my new supply comes... it came. Yipee, no more rationing. I think I'll still take the minimum amount during my cycle, just cuz. After my cycle I'll go back to 15 drops 4x's a day till the end of this round, which is almost OVER! I'm wanting to get to the 160's but we'll see.

I know I'm not helping with the McyD's but considering the circumstances I am proud of myself for not caving. Sh*t happens and I think knowing how to roll with it is just as important as being prepared. If you are prepared roll with it!

Friday, November 6, 2009

P2 R1 D38 - VLCD36

Morning Report
Yay, I had a loss this morning , TOM is here, and this round is almost over :0)

What I plan to eat:
tea
apple
shrimp
cucumber
strawberries
chicken - McyD's
slice of tomato
ice tea
wine

Evening Report
Loooooong day, doing my best with it!


Thursday, November 5, 2009

P2 R1 D37 - VLCD35

Morning Report
Today I'm on an emotional roller coaster and I just want to sleep until the rides over... I know it's TOM but that doesn't make it any better. Goose eggs on the scale today and I really don't care... No seriously, I'm in too much pain to care. I'll care tomorrow.

Please pass the motrin and somebody wake me when tomorrow gets here!

What I plan to eat:
tea
microwaved (baked) apple
1 egg/3 egg whites
strawberries
wine

Evening Report
Tired all day, and then had a tough time getting to sleep. Pffft. Still no hhcg in the mail :( Hopefully tomorrow.


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

P2 R1 D36 - VLCD34

Morning Report
Down .6 today, I'm grateful I'm still going down. 174 anything is the least amount I've weighed in a loooong time so I'm pretty cool and not trippin on the small increments. I do however always wonder if it's my fault; am I eating properly and drinking enough water or is it just how things are moving right now, maybe it's both.

Today I will try to drink more water, dose in a timely matter and eat like I'm supposed to. I know I'm not the best at doing all three like I'm supposed to everyday but today I will concentrate more on making all three happen properly. Let's see what happens.

How much is me
What I plan to eat:
tea
apple
fish
cabbage
strawberries
wine

Evening Report
Had a girlfriend over that I haven't see in a while and we caught up with each others lives as she ate a Jack in the Box sandwich, it looked really good but the wine I was sippin was better :0)

Not time to panic yet but... I'm running out of HCG. I ordered more the other day but I haven't gotten it yet. I think I'm on my last days worth. YIKES! However with TOM just about here I know I can go a day or two or seven without it so I'm not worried, okay maybe a little :0)



Tuesday, November 3, 2009

P2 R1 D35 - VLCD33

Morning Report
It's been a long day already and I'm posting pretty late in the day for a morning report but whatever. This morning I picked up apples, strawberries, lettuce, chicken I got the chicken from the deli of the store and I asked to read the label on the meat package. She had to go get an uncut one from the fridge; salt, phosphates or something and vegetable oil. I thought the veggie oil was probably negligible so I got 3 oz's worth and kept it moving.

I know, I know, but hey it was that or Wend'y. LOL. I'm going to use that rationale everytime I am not doing strict protocol, hehehe. No but really, I do try to be on my best behavior! Sometimes I push the limits. Which is exactly why I have my hands full with my daughter cause she's like me, but I digress...

Anyway, because of TOM I want to eat everything in site and had my lunch 2 1/2 hours ago and now I think I'm ready to eat again. That reminds me I need to take my dose. Anyway, I am going to have dinner early and my snack too if need be and just deal with it. But NO FALLING OFF PROTOCOL!!!!!! Just had to remind myself, very loudly.

Well I'm headed to peel eggs and eat my ohhh so delicious Fuji Apple! Those are my favorite. The fruit and veggie guy in the store let me do a side by side taste test and it is conclusive, I love Fuji Apples. Can't wait to have a baked apple!

I'm not sure if it's okay to have the same fruit twice in one day but I am for sure having an apple with vanilla extract and butter extract and cinnamon and a dash of nutmeg and cook it for a bit and eat it all up and say YUMMM for like 5 minutes and then... fall asleep :)
BTW: I'm down a tad today so the running and TOM may have held me back but I'm not sure. Who cares... I loss, I'm grateful.

I have an order out for more hhcg so I have enough to finish my round.

What I plan to eat:
tea
apple
chicken
lettuce

blueberry soda: blueberry tea, vanilla creme stevia, and Calistoga mineral water :D Yum!
eggs
lettuce
apple cider vinegar
baked apple

Evening Report
I just have one thing to say,

Baked apples rock so much, I'm so glad I am able to have baked apples because they saved my life with granny breathing down my neck and urging me to indulge my sweet tooth. Ahhhhhh! I found a really great wine to have with it to that has a hint of Port taste to it but not the sweetness of Port; it's a Cabernet. I'm so content right now! Thank you Lord. Hey Jesus drank wine, so stop trippin.

I even had my son and daughter help me make them. I put brown sugar in there's and stevia in mine. Next time I think I'll use stevia in both. I was able to redeem myself from my bad batch :D

Hopefully my hypothalamus will not get hip to how much I loved this dish making it therefore sinful!

Seriously, with TOM looming I have actually found a dish that helps me make it through my TOM craving, AND it is easy to make, even for a person who doesn't really cook! I am so happy right now. I know I can do this!


Monday, November 2, 2009

P2 R1 D34 - VLCD32

Morning Report
Down .6 this morning. Almost finished reading the Anderson Method and I will most likely reread it right away when I'm done. Looking forward to having a successful protocol week.
I'm anxious about tomorrow's weigh in. Will I, won't I, hit my mini goal tomorrow...
What I plan to eat:
tea
fish
cabbage
1 egg/3 egg white
lettuce

Evening Report
I did a walk/jog towards the end of my day and really pushed myself because I had some anger issues with my daughter. I might have did too much because I was whipped. I'm thinkin gmy muscles might retain some water, so hears to hoping the scale will be kind tomorrow.
Still processing things with my daughter but I think I have a solution so I'm cool. Working on projects for myself and clients. I REALLY need to get veggies and fruit tomorrow.
TOM is coming annny day now :( I kind of think that's why my decreases have slowed a bit. ARRGH! Whatever, it is what it is...
No dinner tonight just work and umm... wine, and a hot epsom salt bath. :)


Sunday, November 1, 2009

P2 R1 D33 - VLCD31

Morning Report
I'm pooped from partying last night. I'll take the .4 loss and be happy darnit! I'm 2 pounds away from my mini goal and less than a week away from TOM. I was going to take a break from hhcg during TOM but I'm not so sure now. I really want to wrap this round up with losses and I don't know what not taking hhcg during TOM will do to my numbers. Decisions, Decisions.

My stats this week are disappointing but I'm still on the losing side so I can't complain too much. 2 weeks and two days before this round ends. Still shooting for 163 but it feels like the dream is fading... still keeping hope alive though.

I have no idea what I'm eating today. I need to go shopping!

What I plan to eat:
tea
orange
fish
water

Evening Report
Tough night in our house, dealing with parenting issues. Your prayers would be appreciated. My 8 year old insists on continuing to do what she "wants" despite getting on punishment everytime. Suggestions???

I haven't turned to food to solve things and really it has made for a day where I was so upset I didn't feel like eating despite hunger pangs.

The orange was my attempt to have something as to not be super hungry tomorrow. I boiled some eggs and am making some fish to last a few days in an effort to have a successful week. I still need to visit the grocery store to get veggies.

TOM is due any day now so I'm also pretty emotional about everything, not to mention what I'm dealing with as a parent.

All in all I have a lot to be grateful for including my son and daughter's health among other things. Thank you for this opportunity to grow as a parent Lord. Amen.


Saturday, October 31, 2009

P2 R1 D32 - VLCD30

Morning Report
I'm going down, I'm going down, cause hhcg's around baby, my whole world's up-side dooooown.... In a good way :0)

A little song and dance this morning. I'm down a pound. I have 3 more days to add to my numbers. I'd be really thrilled if I can have a 5 pounds loss this week. It might be a bit ambitious but hey, who knows.

I think I figured out why the baked apple tasted bad, I put too much nutmeg on it... I put less yesterday, and I'm going to put some on half and leave some off the other half and see how that goes.

What I plan to eat:
tea
baked apple
chicken
lettuce
steak
grilled onions
hotsauce

Evening Report
Had fun for Halloween! Danced, drank, ate a Denny's t-bone steak with grilled onions and protocol friendly hot sauce after the Halloween party last night. All in all it was a cool night.

Friday, October 30, 2009

P2 R1 D31 - VLCD29

Morning Report
I'm up early and weighed for the day. Down .4 and happy for the loss, wish it was more but...

The fish is thawing and is my choice for lunch today. Yesterday I didn't have lunch till dinner and I didn't have dinner at all. It was a long day.

18 more days after today. Tomorrow is Halloween and you know what that means... CANDY! I'm going to begin mentally preparing myself today. No candy, no problem!

What I plan to eat:
tea
apple
fish
asparagus
orange
chicken - KFC
wine

Evening Report
Interesting turn of events. The little people will be with their dad tonight, which means I get to to have an adult Halloween and don't have to worry about candy!!! YIPEE. I have been wanting for a while to be able to go out for Halloween and now I get to.

Didn't get to exercise today but I did stay on plan. I have had fast food food like 3 nights in a row and successfully maneuvered the waters. I stuck to chicken :) Last night I had a chicken breast sandwich from KFC, hold everything. I just ate the breast, I didn't cheat at all, not even the tiniest nibble of the bun. I am serious about getting to 163.

Now all I have to do is make it past granny one more time. Baked apple are my friend!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

P2 R1 D30 - VLCD28

Morning Report
Yippee, I lost some more. Now just 5 more pounds this week to get back to my average per week loss. No pressure.

I was looking at my body and others before and after pictures and I've come to the conclusion I need to get the lead out on exercising!!! The weight is going to come off but my body is not going to get toned and tight on it's own. C'mon girl you can do it! Little pep talk for myself.

3 more pounds before my interim goal :D hopefully in 3-5 days. No smooth move to push things along either. I'll just bear down through the day and try to encourage things LMAO! On second thought I don't want hemorrhoids soooo nevermind.

What I plan to eat:
tea
apple
chicken - Wendy's
lettuce - Wendy's
wine :0)

Evening Report
I actually got in some exercise today. :0) 1 hr walk with a little bit of jogging and some really steep stairs... I always enjoy running and jogging. I am happy to report while I am still experiencing some hunger it is WAY better than it was before. I think taking the hhcg by itself instead of with the other stuff was a good modification for me.

I bought a cute skirt last night in a size smaller that usual and it was a tad big on me but the medium was tight, so I'm kinda in the middle. It was a really nice experience!

I'm hoping tomorrow brings 176, I wouldn't protest if it was 175.

Yes, wine is on the menu tonight. If I gain or have no loss tomorrow I'll chuck it again but I have actually already gone a a few days and even a week with no wine soooo, it's back! :0)



Wednesday, October 28, 2009

P2 R1 D29 - VLCD27

Morning Report
No loss after my steak day, oh well. Answers the question for me about apple day and steak day happening a day apart. The scale did this little fluctuation thing this morning, 179, 178.6, 178.4... Okay, not sure what that's about but I'm going to go with 179 because I saw that number more than once and the others showed up only once.

This morning I've already started settling back into my protocol with a baked apple. For some reason it wasn't as delicious as the first one I made. Back to the drawing board. What's worse is I made it for my children too for breakfast and they were like, YUCK!!!

I'm sippin coffee now, I had breakfast, prepared lunch, and ready to get the day going...

What I plan to eat:
coffee
baked apple
shrimp
asparagus
apple
chicken - Mc D's
2 slices of tomato - Mc D's

Evening Report
Another successful day, even with the Mc D's chicken breast. Never the best choice but I think it's legal with a little pat down. That's just me though.

I had tons of water today. Serious bathroom marathon going on. Thank goodness the ladies room is not too far from my desk! I'm really hoping things will become steady again. I enjoyed my daily losses with occasional no losses. Come back to me please!

I picked up some shrimp, chicken and fish tonight. I need to get strawberries and veggies tomorrow, I'm all out. I have apples but no veggies.

Haven't had any wine for a few days but it will be back on the menu. It didn't take away from my losses when I was drinking because I accounted for the calories, so I believe it's cool. I took it off the menu because Jen challenged me :0) I figured she was right, remove all the non necessities till I can get back on track. I suppose after I establish several good days, maybe a week of consistent losing again I'll reintroduce my nighttime glass of wine :0) (Update 10/29/09: the wine comes back tonight!)

Well of to get some wine, I mean some sleep... hehehe Just kidding Jen

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

P2 R1 D28 - VLCD26

Morning Report
Down 1.6 this morning, HOORAY!

Thank you, ladies and gentleman! And for my next trick... Complete my exam with a B. Got a nap from 5-something AM till 7-ish AM. Been studying for an exam. Lots more studying to do before the exam.

Today is supposed to be a steak day. It'll be interesting to see if I can lose with a steak day and an apple day a day apart.

What I plan to eat:
water
tea
Steak Day
200g steak
1 apple

Evening Report
Had my steak and apple tonight.

My legs are still sore from my walk the other day. I'm looking forward to getting another walk/jog in very soon!

This week of VLCD seems it may bring about my interm goal of 174. I'm feeling pretty centered with my plan right now. I took a suggestion, and my plan is to take my hhcg by itself, instead of with the combo. It's only been a day but it seems positive.

Back to a full menu of protocol tomorrow. Added an additional week for TOM and success sake, therefore I have 3 weeks remaining.

2 links I want to remember:

Monday, October 26, 2009

P2 R1 D27 - VLCD25

Morning Report
Down 1 lb this morning after my apple day. Even though it is the same 1 lb I re-gained and lost again, I suppose a 1 lb loss is cool after an apple day. Now I'm starting from where I left off and I'm going to just get back to the business of losing. I'm still planning to do the steak day tomorrow. Today I'm going to finish the apple day, which is up to lunch and have a protocol dinner.

My weight loss has been all bad since my mess up on D20-VLCD18, I regret detouring. It has taken way more than 3 days to get back on track and it wasn't worth it. I side tracked myself on something that was working. I'm not feeling sorry for myself, just reflecting on my decision making.

Thank you to the ladies that are being supportive and especially for holding me accountable, as I hold myself accountable. I have always appreciated people that have the balls and the balls in the form of ovaries :0) to say, yes you messed up, don't do it again, and I'm here for you to cheer you on through this. Thanks :0)

Today, I made good on a D23-VLCD21 goal I set: "My goal today is to get in a walk and enjoy the sunshine..." better late than never right ;0) It was nice to get out in the sun and walk. I did a couple of short jogs along the way too. An hour walk in total.

I had hot protein and cold caffeine for lunch. Since it's been a while since I had caffeine it gave me a burst of energy and nerves and I had to do something with it so I went for a walk.

Walks always make me feel optomistic about life. I need more of them...

What I plan to eat:
2 more apples to finish my apple day
chicken
coffee

Evening Report
Nothing to report. The day was interesting with apple day, coffee, and walking. All that's left is for the scale let me know how it feels about what I've been up to...

Sunday, October 25, 2009

P2 R1 D26 - VLCD24

Morning Report
Woke up this morning with a 1 lb gain. Alrighty then. Not much to say after that. Apple Day today, Steak Day tomorrow, and strict protocol the rest of the week haven taken Jen up on her challenge.

Another day on set :0)

What I plan to eat:
Apple Day

Evening Report
I have to admit, I am frustrated. I did good with my apple day. Despite the cake (which smelled soooooo good), the spaghetti and bread (which smelled equally delicious), and all the other food they had on the craft table, I held my ground.

I know I would not have made it if I didn't have an apple to bite into and whimper... Oh man, that food looked so good. At other times I was cool because I was thinking how much I really want this. I really want to see 163, 174 first and at the end of this round 163! Even if I have go a little longer. I really want this and I am done playing!

No matter the scale says tomorrow I am going to have a reasonable dinner tomorrow night after I wrap up my apple day and then following day I am going to have a steak day.

This is no time for me to waiver and fall back into old behavior like every other time, as recorded by my journal. I know the only way I will make it through this is to put my head down, read the Anderson Method, and stick to the plan until something happens period!

I am so grateful to have shed 17-19 pounds in less than a month! I am looking forward to losing more when my body and I get it together. I trust the process of life.



Saturday, October 24, 2009

P2 R1 D25 - VLCD23

Morning Report
I will probably do an apple day tomorrow if the scale doesn't move by then. I know it hasn't been 4-6 days for me with this plateau, but waiting that amount of time to get back on track would drive me crazy . I have been losing just about a pound a day up till now and I would like to kick things back into gear.

In being open, honest, and accountable I am still asking how much of this is me. I have been drinking lots more wine than my calories allow lately, and I have not been eating my meals like I am supposed to. Yesterday, I had an a few strawberries; I never finished my morning allotment of strawberries, I had cabbage for lunch and the rest of the day, nada, except of course wine.

Now I'm not saying the wine is going anywhere I'm just saying it shouldn't be a freakin' meal! And I definitely shouldn't be drinkin all my calories.
Okay, there I said it. I had a good talking to with myself... Hope it works :)

If after today, which I KNOW is going to be a day I get my azz into gear, I am still at 180.2 I will do an apple day.

I had two people notice my weight loss today.
It was a good feeling! Gotta keep it going though, can't let the train get stuck at 180.2! I'm out to CURE the obesity in my life, me and good ole Dr. Simeon... and a few of my most wonderful lady friends!

It's super early here on the West Coast, I'm posting earlier than usual. Im going to get some water (need to kill the hunger pains, I didn't eat dinner last night
) and go back to bed... I have a long day later today.

What I plan to eat:
strawberries
cabbage
apple
chicken thigh

Evening Report
It was the longest day EVER. I took hundreds of pictures and at the end of the night, the little people and I ended up being extras in the movie! Pretty cool.

They were SO GOOD, even I was surprised. I did try to go prepared. Food and some cartoon downloads from itunes and they were good!

I did a good job of packing food for myself but not a great job. I started out on a bad foot since I was so hungry so soon in the morning from not having dinner. I stayed on plan though... mostly; I had a thigh instead of a breast that was what they had and I needed to eat or fail altogether from being hungry. No excuses, just reality showed up. Not being fully prepared means putting myself at risk.

Still working to get fully back on track. I look forward to getting back to losing. I especially want to see it go away in my waist. One of the amazing hcg weightloss ladies did hula hoop while watching television or something like that, I think I might try that. We'll see.

I'm am grateful for today, lots of wonderful experiences, no big cheats or huge goof ups, my children were dynamo, and my reflection was kind Thank you Lord!

Super duper prayers the scale will be kind tomorrow. Help me break through Lord! And bless those that have real problems. I am grateful. Amen.

Friday, October 23, 2009

P2 R1 D24 - VLCD22

Morning Report
No gain, no loss this morning. So close yet so far away from the 170s... It's soooo weird how the scale comes right back to the same number. I drank a few glasses of wine last night; couple hundred calories I didn't need but definitely wanted. I'm not sure why I'm in self sabatoge mode but okay. We'll deal with it...

What I plan to eat:
2 strawberries
cabbage
apple
crab meat
orange
shrimp
cabbage

Evening Report
I was doing waaaay too much today! Hardly ate anything and didn't get in enough water. Hmm, this must not continue...



Thursday, October 22, 2009

P2 R1 D23 - VLCD21

Morning Report
Down 1 lb today, looks like I'm headed in the right direction again. Cool. 170's I'm coming for you! Friday maybe?!?!?

On the agenda is water, water, and more water, eating protocol only food, and dosing on time. I still am not meeting my second goal but 2 out of 3 will work for now. I gotta figure out a way to at least get a good walk in during the day, but it's hard to leave my desk once I get there.

My goal today is to get in a walk and enjoy the sunshine...

For anyone wondering about hhcg (homeopathic hcg) here is an interesting article:

What I plan to eat:
apple
shrimp
cucumber
cabbage
blackened catfish
cabbage
orange
wine

Evening Report
Had a wonderful run down of my day which included details of protocol friendly blackened catfish from Whole Foods and some more stuff but blogger had issues and the post was lost :( Long and short is I had two full meals, good amount of water, and all my doses (one late dose - Woopsie), and lots of wine.

No walk, unless you count from home to car to picking up kids...

Still looking for 170s...

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

P2 R1 D22 - VLCD20

Morning Report
The scale is up today, got some ideas why, maybe the balsamic vinegar on my lettuce yesterday or the chicken breast I had; it tasted a little sweet, not sure what was in it. I ate at Fresh Choice yesterday and only had chicken and lettuce but if you don't know what they put in it then you're screwed... Lesson learned. Nothing I can really do about it so I'm going to move on...

I am also back to poor BMs. No more smooth move tea. It was short term gratification and not a long term solution so I need to find something that works for me. I'll be searching the boards for that bit of info soon.

Took my doses this morning on time, drinking my tea this morning, I have my meal planned for lunch, prepared to drink lots of water today, and I have my goal dress to help keep me focused.

I didn't get the cabbage made last night but I'm thinking tonight might be the night. I bought it, now all I have to do is cook it, I got 2 heads this time. Two heads are better than 1 right! :)

Today as I move past week 3 into week 4 of this protocol I will be thinking about what Corrine said about "Newbie Frustration." I think it is appropriate for this point of my hhcg journey.

Words of wisdom from, Corrine, of Phit-N-Phat:
Newbie Frustration
29 August 07 09:32 PM | Corinne

I wrote this in response to a client having a tough time making it past three weeks of their new diet and fitness program. I hope this helps all of you see that you are normal and give you a roadmap for your first month.

It's common in week three of anything we do we hit a wall. Weight loss, a new hobby, a new job all take about three weeks for the newness to wear off. It's normal!

In the beginning of your fitness and fat loss journey everything is shiny and new. You are excited and you have new tools and a renewed focus. Week two, you are going strong and proud of your success and typically "reward" yourself with a splurge or a day off from exercise. You haven't even formed the habit of your new lifestyle, but you are flying high! Week three, you feel the workouts, the calorie restriction, and you don't see 20lbs falling off your body so you get discouraged. TOM might even be settling in for a quick visit. You suddenly realize this is going to be a long process, but you feel like you are working hard for what? Four pounds? You probably also have had a chance for your family and friends to get tired of your efforts and then they start pulling at you. Here comes that little nag in your head, "Hey, you ate that one meal and it didn't hurt, do it again."

You put all that together and week three turns into backsliding into your old, comfy ways. The key is stay accountable and focused. This is where your Forum journaling and your PNP buddies come in handy. It takes loads of accountability and honest feedback from other girls in the trenches to form the habits needed to push forward with a new lifestyle.

Week four...the clouds part and the angels sing. It's time for your four week measuring day! When you make it one month and work your plan, you will be rewarded with inches lost. That is your prize. Make it to this point and the whole lifestyle just gets easier.

What I plan to eat:
tea
apple
shrimp
asparagus
orange
wine
shrimp
cabbage

Evening Report
By the Grace of God I passed my exam. Yesss! Didn't get my evening meal in but I did have some wine :0) I know... Haven't cooked the cabbage yet either, darnit! I had class last night and when I got home I was pooped. The Anderson Method has had some really neat stuff to say and I'm really enjoying the book and the growing/learning experience. Really looking forward to the 170s; can't wait till my body goes through the correcting process. But I guess I will have to wait.